I wonder why...

... I can't seem to avoid procrastination.

... I can't stop feeling stressed out (though I really have no reason to).

... it feels like ages have passed even though I've only been working for less than a year!

(I'm weighing the option of being a private tutor + freelance writer now. Very very appealing, but no, not just yet. Need more cpf money first, not to mention year-end bonus. Please let me stick it out for at least 1.5 years or until the flat is ready. Please.)