Frustrated

It feels like I keep running around in circles, not knowing what I want, not knowing what is the right thing to do, not trusting my instincts, not satisfied with anything... I don't want to keep going on a wild goose chase for nothing. Don't want to waste any more time. I'll give myself a couple more months and I'll decide for good, I hope.

(On the bright side, the new laptop will be ready for collection tomorrow evening. Whoopie!)